This past month is and has been a seson of NEWsies...New job, New state, New experiences, New EVERYTHING!!! But I think for me the best part is new relationship with my Heavenly Father...In a new town where I know no one but yet I am not alone. I love my job, I GET PAID TO ORGANIZE AND PLAN!!! For me that is the best job ever, to be busy...busy...busy...with a purpose and closing out projects and always striving to knock off things from your to-do list...Only God...
As I lay in bed last nigth having a pillow talk with my Father om the never-ending topic of relationships and friendships...He revealed to me I had not made Jesus Lord over my heart...I had made Him Lord over almost everything else, job, family, money, unexpected situations, etc...but not my heart. So...of course...after a heartfelt repentance, I truly asked Jesus to be Lord over my heart and I gave it to Him.
So with this New Year, I enter, yet again still single physically, but about to experience the best relationship of my life that will only be made manifest when Jesus choses to bless a physical union. I know God is a good God and He has a Good heart. He loved me to death, and loves me even more than I'll ever know. So I intend on the new year working on receiving that amazing, healing, fulfilling love and allow it to mold and shape me...
Dear Father, I thank you for your concern towards me. You are a gracious Father I know that full well, for I am highly favored and blessed today because of Your Love for me that endures forever. Just like clay I am determined to entrust my being, particularly my heart to You. I Love You and long to grow in intimacy and close fellowship with You. Thank You. In Jesus' name. Amen
