I've been thinking

Today was like watching a car wreck in slow motion...i slipped big time and it just rolled on to the rest of the day. I ate solid food at a meeting...I realized how easy it was to rationalize it but how short-term the enjoyment lasted...It's like the more I tried to avoid it, the more I thought about eating the food, and then when it was offered I could not refuse...didnt think twice...I was shocked but it reminded me that even when I slip and mess up big time, though I may not feel too good about myself, God still loves me and I'm assured forgiveness...Father God I ask for your forgiveness, and acknowledge that I am a sinner...I thank you for loving me past my iniquities, for your Love banner over my life. I desire sooo much to walk in your ways and on the path of righteousness. I ask for strength in practicing self-restraint and discipline in all areas of my life. I thank you in advance for your desire to use me. I know you have a plan for my life and it is always working. I thank you though I may not understand. In jesus' mighty name. Amen