Today was an extremely busy day...new position, meetings, trying to absorb it all in and praying that all that I miss the Holy Spirit catches it. It's one thing to have someone who understands the system train you...there's such ease in how they do things...but come flying solo time...it's nothing but me and You Holy Spirit....
Soo...that's not really the revelation, it's just me getting my fingers warmed up and thought processes together. While working and conversating with God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit...I remarked how lucky I was that I can run to Him because His love draws me and give me energy to sprint to Him...I thought about how i'd miss all this...then Jesus asked me..."How could I compete with all that was distracting you?"....Ding-ding-ding-DING!!!! That was it, miss busy body was involved in everything and I could not hear Him trying to talk to me..trying to guide me...oh How that hurts the most...that the One who loved me sooo much had been there all along...I ignored Him...I think this qualifies as "sweet sorrow" or "bitter-sweet"...realizing that it was till everything else was removed or I could not go further and getting rejection from schools I applied to and left wondering "what next"...he gave me my "burning bush" that caught my attention...and I know that as I draw nearer to Him...He lives in me and will reveal His will for my life....to that I SCREAM FROM MY ESSENCE "HALLELUJAH"....for no one know how to live "life" like Jesus...God created it...Jesus walked it...and the Spirit now guides me through it.
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