Help Me Let Go

Father I read in your word today how a thousand years is like a day to you...how oftentimes we want what we want and reject what you give us. In the end, we're hurt, frustrated, angry...I started thinking...maybe it hurts soo bad because we "want" soo much. It wouldn't hurt if we wore our desires like a lose garment, here today gone tomorrow...it wouldn't hurt as much if we accepted your giving us what we need and us letting go of what we want. You know what's best for us all the time, you know what's ahead of our life, what's to come...so why do I struggle with letting go...daddy why cant I trust You completely, with EVERYTHING???...What's holding me back from saying and giving my YES! to you?...Lord Jesus, there's a work that needs to be done in my heart to make me whole...I dont care how you do it...how painful it is...and how much I am resisting...I ask You to take over my life and finish the work You started in me. Amen