I've searched and sought, prayed and been prayed on, fasted cried, taken blind leaps of Faith, failed, believed and hoped...till this day when my Father, my Lover showed me that He's been weaving the story. That all happened for this day, when He will unveil His will and I will worship Him in Spirit and in Truth. It was all preparation, it was all guided by the Holy Spirit, His hand has always been upon my life. He orchestrated it all...He orchestrated it all for this day, where He will reveal and I will say "YES! YES! GOD! YES!!!!!"
I just want to encourage you reading this. As I write right now, I'm finally calm enough to share with you this "GOD IS FAITHFUL AND HE KNOWS!"....For I'm just in awe and filled with gratitude that I have a lover who LOVES ME sooo much that He will go literally "to hell and back" for me. That's just what Jesus did. He said I love You this much to die for you yet while you were in sin, when you did not understand that your heart silently and desperately cried out to Him everyday, when nothing else could satisfy but you had somehow convinced yourself that "they would do", when all you placed your foundation upon falls apart, when the life you worked soo hard to realize never materializes...through the tears, and heartbreak...can you see your Lover...Arms wide open saying "I see you and I Love you"!!!! I wish I could write in tongues right now, for the excitement. To see His plan in weaving my story and connecting it with others, situations and circumstances that sometimes left me hopeless...but GOD in His infinite wisdom, and love, and power was in control all along.
SO I will worship God in a dance. I will praise Him with my instrument. I make myself available to Him to be used as His vessel to Bless, take authority, heal, deliver His people. GOD IS....Amen!!!
I can't even begin to tell you how much I get out of your blog - Thank you. God bless you.
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