Follow me

Reflection based on John 21

The disciples went out with a purpose to catch fish but were unsuccessful in their attempt. But Jesus directed them where to cast their net and they caught more than they could carry. This tells me that Jesus has the blueprint for the perfect life for me, but I need His direction for the way He has chosen for me. I cannot do anything on my own.

Afterwards the disciples returned to shore, to find Jesus roasting fish and bread, ready for them to eat and regain strength. John noted that the net carrying the 153 Big fishes did not tear...telling me that Jesus' strength cannot be broken in me. This demonstrates to me that not only will Jesus direct my steps but He'll equip me and provide for me as I continue to trust Him.

The most salient message came through during the conversation Jesus has with Simon Peter. Jesus was asking Simon Peter to do a task for Him. As I read it over, though He asked Peter "Do you truly love me?"...I felt Jesus asking me the same question. For if I truly loved Him, I would give Him ALL OF ME. Unrestrained in thoughts, actions, and will. Allowing Him to work through me in this world....Jesus continues on with Simon Peter and gives a parable v18:

"I tell you the truth,when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go"...then Jesus said "Follow me"...

This are pretty clear instructions on what I must expect in my walk with Jesus. Especially when I pray "not my will but Your will". I believe God is clearly telling me to let go of my understanding, ways of old and walk into a new fellowship with Him. One that entails relinquishing all I've been holding unto and accept the way God has chosen for me. I may not like it sometimes or fully comprehend at times. I dont want to go back to my past life...I cannot go back...So I will walk the road laid out before me. Though blind, but there's the blessed assurance obtained by Faith in the shed blood of Jesus Christ. I will follow Jesus. Allowing Him to "dress me" and take me wherever. I may not always feel like it or want to, but Thank You Jesus for Your Spirit that dwells in me and enables me to do everything in Your name Jesus.