Prayer Experience

I have been spending alot of time reflecting and learning how to enter God's presence...So thus far I conclude that faith for women is tied deep to our beauty. Being able to be open and vulnerable to God is crucial in connecting our hearts to His. From my most recent moments spent with God, I am able to enter in His presence, when I truly worship from my heart, from my femininity, from a place of vulnerability, honesty, and total abandonment. Yes, going in as a lover to their one and only true love, a daughter running to her Father's secret dwelling place, a blood washed and Spirit filled believer going boldy before the throne of Great Love and Mercy. As I connect with God in this manner, He is able to relate to me as a tender, generous, lover of my soul. It is beautiful...

Yesterday was an incredible worship experience...and an incredible victory over all attempts by the devil to delay, to overwhelm, to shame, or exhaust me. God really stepped in for me. I cant list everything but I'm grateful for the Holy Spirit's prompting that I should put on the armor and prepare to battle to keep my cool, my hope, my focus, and drive throughout the day. God was faithful in re-supplying EVERYTHING!!! From words of encouragement, to songs that inspire, to feeling His love and protection. I truly felt like an invisible girl, nothing could stop me. Not my curtains crashing, not my lost pink lady, not pressure from work causing me to spend over 9 hrs at work....by the end I was not exhausted but ever inspired to praise God for keeping me sane through it all.

God is awesome in His love. I believe as women, He really wants to be our everything. The rescuer of the damsel in distress, the caterer to our every need, the joy bringer and comforter in time of sorrow...He is offering this not just to me but to you too, if you would let Him meet you where it hurts, in the darkness of shame, in the covered sorrows...I believe in my heart that Jesus can heal ALL wounds. Dont ask me how He did it for me...invite Him for yourself and believe that He who already died for you, would desire to make you whole and walk in the fullness of life. I'll gladly get you started...

"Jesus...I thank You for loving me. Apply to me the fullness of Your death and ressurrection to my life. I renounce all agreements I have made with the Enemy about me(unforgiveness, anger, pain, worthlessness etc...) I believe that You died for me on the cross so that I may have life abundantly. Jesus come for me here. Meet me here. I open my life and all areas of my life to You, and ask for Your healing. I thank You that I am wonderfully and fearfully made, in Your image. Thank You for making me whole in You. Amen"