Awakening

It has been a while but this time I have decided to do a new take of just writing and releasing and in a way giving back to me - Self-Love... Where have I been and where I am going are pretty long stories...all I know is what matters and that is now.

With God, there will always be seasons. Periods of intense joy, direction, hope, beauty...but then there are the "other" seasons. The ones we do not want to go through or would rather speed right through. That is the fatal error, because if you read the fine print, they are more likely to repeat themselves till we get the lesson straight. So here I am, though it hurts, I hold unto hope, I have Faith that Love NEVER fails, and that beauty remains.

Have you ever had those moments or days that it's such a struggle to be happy. Sometimes I pass it off as the monthly time blues, but what if the spirit is trying to tell us something...

I pray God to You today not because I am suppose to but because I need to...Let my heart be open to receive Your love this day. May that love transform my mind, thoughts, emotions, actions, and reactions. I do not want to possess but be free to give. I know that there are times that I may not feel love, but it does not negate the fact that I am ALWAYS Loved by You. As I revisited Derek Redmond's 1992 video again, I was encouraged to remember that You will never let go of me, even when it hurts and I cannot even stand...the promise is I am kept and held by you. Help me remember this and You always. Thank You God for another day of growth, of life, another day on my journey. Amen!